Okay. So my app just freaking kicked me out of here. But anyways... My friend Zach is coming over today. I'm really dissabpointed in him because he made some bad decisions. But he's like a brother so I'm gonna help him. I don't know why but I feel like telling you about my past. Last year there was this guy I liked, and he hated me for a reason that absolutely nobody knew. He'd always have his friends gang up on me and call me names and push me around and stuff like that. Soon after all of that all of the bullying was getting to my head so I dyed my hair black, wore a lot of black clothes, and not long after that I actually started cutting myself. I'm not trying to make you guys feel bad for me or anything like that. I'm just wanting you guys to know that things get better. Even if they take a year, they get better. I promise. So anyways, school ended, I stopped cutting over the summer and I dyed my hair blue. I came back to school (my hair had faded to green at this point) and the guy I liked didn't hate me anymore. He was actually one of my best friends and now we don't talk that much anymore. His loss. Actually.. Mine too. He's actually a really nice cool guy once you get to know him. And he's really attractive. Just saying. ;) and being friends with him made me really popular which was fun, but even after me and him were friends I was still one of the popular girls. I don't know if it was my clothes my hair or what. I was just popular. I'm not tryin to brag, I'm just surprised that that actually happened to me. I love you guys. Xxx
I'm in love with you, and I'm not in the business of denying myself in simple pleasure of saying true things. I'm in love with you, and I know they love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we're all doomed, and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I am in love with you.
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